February 2012
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Been super busy lately, essays due exams every week, clubs to tend to, social life to gather, and need to get volleyball in my schedule because that is the only thing that can keep me sain. I’ve been sick since sunday and this week was hell week and following death week next week, too much shet to be done, in so little time. Im stressing over classes, little time, love, etc. Bleh I need to...
January 2012
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Haven’t really posted that much lately, but ironically enough I keep going in to a loop hole of unfortunate events, and a lot of realization. I can really admit that im not trying hard enough to be spiritually intwined with myself. I want to feel his presence with me, I know I do sometimes but never really opened the bible for guidance or prayed. The past few months Ive had so much to think...
laceylee92 asked: Speak it! :) It's okay Ben you did what you felt was right :)
No more fucking around no more dealing with bullshet like this, im sick and tired of living a lie, im sick and tired of trying, im sick and tired of being a GOOD FRIEND. I stick up for anyone, but being thrown under the bus is simply bullshet, is that what you call a true friend sorry deal with the circumstances, cause im dealing with my punishment.
What is a true friend, would a true friend...
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ltobjp9:
Its not how you sell yourself, but many people may perceive you by the way you radiate yourself, but it all comes down to how well you know yourself!
- bjpanda9
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I’ve realized how mischievous and malicious facebook is.
I wanna delete all those fuckers :)
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So finally made my own “witten blog” something for me just to speak my mind, rather doing it on my random blog. So if you take an intrest in my thoughts, and some of my words of wisdom haha, follow my other blog
ltobjp9.tumblr.com
“lingering thoughts of bjpanda9”
Anonymous asked: Hello Ben, first off this isn't a question. Just wanted to tell you how blessed I am to have had a great "bess" like you. Sorry just saw your post about asking you anything and this isn't really a question more of just wanting to write to you because your online lol. Thanks for the many crazy adventures and talks we've had this year, you've always been a good shoulder...
December 2011
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Last Post before the New Years. Currently It is 12AM and I wont post Until it is 010112 :) But before that I would LIke to say 2011 Has been rough, has been wild, and Has been a great adventure for me, Cried a lot, Laughed more, and most of all I dont regret anything. My New Years resolution was the ordinary, Lose weight, Sleep early etc but I say I want This year to be different so Here’s...
“The brick walls are there for a reason. The brick walls are not there to keep us...”
– Randy Pausch, The Last Lecture (via beforeiloveandleaveyou)
I dont know why, but just suddenly tears just started falling down, and I just felt so emotional, why? never happend before :/
“Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I...”
– Rumi (via warriorsrise)
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If only you knew how much I thought about you every single night, How I get to carried away and think you’ll start a conversation with me. How hopeful I am that you might just be my first love.
