No more fucking around no more dealing with bullshet like this, im sick and tired of living a lie, im sick and tired of trying, im sick and tired of being a GOOD FRIEND. I stick up for anyone, but being thrown under the bus is simply bullshet, is that what you call a true friend sorry deal with the circumstances, cause im dealing with my punishment. 

What is a true friend, would a true friend throw you under the bus, would a true friend deceive you, would a true friend say things you dont want to leak out, WOULD A TRUE FRIEND DIE FOR YOU.  I cannot deal with how unappreciated I am, how worthless people see me, I hate how everyone perceives me so differently. I dont fuken understand. 

I went through so many hard times last year and now to start off this year its bullshet all over again. I want someone who can be there for me but I cant find anyone, I just feel like no one cares, and Im fine with it, just dont fuken be a fake ass bitch to my face and believe you are worthy of talking too. I hate how selfish and so self centered people are. So careless of their actions  I just wish I was back in summer in kauai 08, those were the best times of my life, no one to worry about, just being with good company and living the life, seeing the beautiful sunrise on the beach, and waking up to just a happy place. Thats my fuken idle world a place with no hurt, a place where everyone understands the word “ohana” fuck all of what people say when it comes down to it your fighting for whats right and yourself.   and words of advise, TRUST NO BITCH be who the fuck you wanna be because in the end your by yourself. 

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